body snatchers

it continues. dreams are disgusting. so many invaders. i feel i need to do some protective work. things are getting a little bit like star wars at night. i truly need for the force to be with me. hold me force like a baby's blanket.

how does it happen? how can a portal open up? we are all connected. it's true but this connection is a bleeding tumor. i was healed. now, i'm infected. ugh, contagion. i need to call matt damon.

i'm looking at my man right now. i wonder if he has invaders. i need to enter his dreams. see him fly in his night. that would be glorious!

i guess i will just get closer to him.